-My boyfriend of nine months and I broke up a month ago. =[ Things happen, you know.
-I got a new job working at Fenway Park and the Boston Garden. =
-I got to meet Jojo White (late Celtic's great). He's a good guy....
Ummm....more that I can't remember right now, being that it's six in the morning and I haven't slept. I'm some what of an insomniac now.
Lately I've been learning who my real friends are. A few were unexpected, in a good way. I was glad to know that they had my back more than I had thought. I dig it. I dig it a lot. =]
I've been thinking about joining a movement to end youth violence. They are trying hard to recruit me, I just feel like I'm super busy. But I will do my best to find the time to squeeze it in. It IS something that is super meaningful to me.
A random party pic....well post-party // pre-after party LOL.
The three musketeers. Asier (my twin), Me (looking ugg!) and Robeezy (my right hand).
Latest Poetry - - Written Tonight - - far from one of my best
The mirror's having mood swings.
Cuz yesterday,
it told me I looked fine.
On Saturday it shook it's head,
and said I was wasting my time.
It pointed out the makeup,
like "girl, that's got to go;
your beauty is so natural,
let everybody know."
I contemplated quickly,
the time was damn near nine.
I flashed myself a smile,
and threw the blush aside.
I posed a couple times real quick,
I swear I saw a flash.
The mirror was my paparazzi,
I felt far from abashed.
The mirror's having mood swings.
Cuz today,
Today, was a different story.
It shouted hurtful words at me
and shot down all my glory.
It laughed at my new dress
and it hated on my thighs.
I swear I thought I heard it say
to invest in a disguise.
It usaully offered so much praise
for my shapely curves.
But today it suggested I get in shape
and tried to work my nerves.
The mirror said some things to me
that no one's ever said.
It made me feel self concious
and got inside my head.
The mirror's having mood swings.
And NOW, I know the problem.
The mirror's playing games with me,
So I think I'll play them back.
I'll contemplate an approach
and focus on my attack.
I'm gonna show that mirror,
exactly who is boss.
And when this game is over
it will be the mirror's loss.
One day Mrs. Mirror will wish
that she never played this game.
And everytime she looks at me
her reaction will be the same.
She will be so speechless
that all she will say is "wow".
The future looks so promising
but the time to start is now.
PS. Dyed my hair back to brunette!!! Peep!
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